Satisfying hair fetish


Might be a bit of a weird post for this forum but I'd appreciate help. I just turned 18, and for as long as I can remember I've had an extremely strong fetish for long hair, long braids, headshaves, hairjobs, you name it. I've always kept it a secret (for obvious reasons) but as time goes by I find myself with strong urges to satisfy this fetish. Obviously there's material online but nothing seems to suffice. I still find myself not satisfied. I'm not sure others have had such an issue. What can I do to feel satisfied?