I have memories from when I was 5-6 years old when I realised that waist length hair girls were exciting. A teenage girl on the same street, a kinder garten teacher, and a neighbour girl, all with waist length hair. And a 5 year old girl allowed me to comb her hair when I was about 6. Her old mother reminded me about that event recently, which made me embarrassed.

I start to masturbate at 11, watching school photos and my mother's fashion magazines, all with long-haired girls and women.