Maybe when I was first starting to understand it. I knew I liked long hair from a very early age, but I didn't realize the sexual appeal until puberty. And puberty was already such a vulnerable time for me, so adding something so 'weird' and 'abnormal' as a hair fetish, something that would have gotten me ridiculed and picked on even more than I already was, felt like a curse sometimes. It was to the point that I could not focus at all in school or in public if I saw girls with long hair. Having to juggle keeping that secret and all the other struggles I went through wasn't fun.

As I got older (I'm pushing 30 now), I met more and more women in real life, and discovered places like this website, that made me realize that having a long hair fetish isn't a bad thing. There are stranger fetishes out there, and I've learned that mind is just something that makes me, and my sex life, unique. Some women might not be into it when I tell them, but more often than not they've been open-minded and receptive. So now I see my fetish as a blessing instead of a curse, that I get to have this extra love for long, beautiful hair without letting it overtake every aspect of my life.