Anyone else feel sexually closeted in life? I have a lot of straight male friends who point out really nice asses in public or show me pictures of stereotypical "hot" instagram models or girls they know. I'll play along with them, but it doesn't even come close to how I feel when I see a woman with beautiful thick long hair. I can never tell them this though because 1) they wouldn't be understand and 2) even though they're my friends, i'd probably get judged since they'd find it weird. I wonder if this is how closeted gay guys feel but even so, there's such a huge pro-pride community nowadays that I would probably find it easier to come out as gay than to bring this up to anybody LOL.