I see that's the thing that sucks about it man is that it hits me when I'm out in public too because there's all these women was there long hair or the huge hair buns and stuff and every once in awhile I actually see a woman let down your hair or something and it it makes makes me have goosebumps and I feel like I'm going to jizz in my pants and I walk past hair cutting places and I tried it see some action for the window and just like totally f****** up my life and I'm completely getting sick of it and its just like Oh No not again it's like everywhere I go there's a fine ass want long haired ladies everywhere as a slightah in his ass like I don't know what to do about it init's a sunny I don't know even like I don't even want to go out you know it's like I just wanted to stay home and just sleep all the time and try not to dream about long haired ladies jerking me off with their hair and I just I'm just kinda getting tired of it and I'm lonely and it feels like it's actually hurting my chances of meeting someone that I could get to like because all I can think about is like f****** their hair and coming in their hair and wanted to get pictures of it to show off to other hair fans and stuff and it's like oh my god I like I like I was like completely obsessed with it and it drives me up the wall I'm wasting a whole bunch of money buying hair off the internet buy from eBayou are just jumping up and down on the and you are just jumping up and down on the bed like a crazy person and just wanted to just f*** hair you know I mean? I mean it's a hard thing to deal with sometimes and in some people just don't seem to understand why in the hall I have this hair fashion is just like crazinessand any girl I tell about my hair fetish kind of gets freaked out about it at first and and I know you know but I always get put in the friend zone because of it near all the relationship never progresses because I tell him you know I tell him about how pretty is there air isn't you know I have to touch it in stuff and they sometimes they let me in but the real relationship always end up failing because like I'm just so obsessed with getting my hands on the hair.